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<Author>TheRed</Author>
<b style={{fontSize: "20pt"}}>Formulating my thoughts.</b><br/>
Hello.<br/>
So, I've taken some time off to formulate where I want to go and what I want to do.<br/>
I've decided that at some point I might come back to TotalFreedom.<br/><br/>
Alright - Real talk.<br/><br/>
The server has had a long history for me, ever since around 2015, or earlier. I've been a long long veteran of the server by now.<br/>
I played on there for a few years, but I began to notice just how toxic it actually was becoming. I began absolutely HATING it.<br/>
But I give communities chances.<br/>
Ever since, I've been building up this big ball of regret and wanting to leave this server. I've been thinking about leaving this server for a while now.<br/>
But I've been feeling emotional about this server lately, a big list of people in my friendslist actually are from this exact server.
So I have mixed feelings about this server.<br/>
Now - about the attacks.<br/>
I'll tell you one thing - I haven't participated in any capacity, in any attack, since the original February 15th situation.<br/>
I have no idea what the hell is going on right now, but I will say this - I do not think my ban is justified.<br/>
I will admit - yes, I have hidden information. But the details are that this information was a minimal amount, and also - I have not participated in the attack itself.<br/>
I only happen to know a single person who was part of this attack. Now if you find any problems conflicting this in my other posts, that is because of peer pressure. I've been just absolutely annoyed by this situation and I couldn't formulate my thoughts until now.<br/>
Now Ryan thinks this ban is justified. Here's a bit something like what he said:<br/>
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You helped the attackers therefore you participated in the attack which means you broke UK law
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I haven't helped the attackers in any capacity other than hiding minimal information about the attack which, at the end, didn't help anyways.<br/>
You then later go on to say that you "mitigated" it, when in actuality, someone who wants to do actual true damage without a chance to stop it, can do so with sophisticated enough coding.<br/><br/>
Now I've been getting accused a fuck ton since the original attack - but I haven't been part of any attack since that. In fact, I was working on a coding project for hours and then I began getting random messages that apparently I'm getting accused of being part of some shitty attack again.<br/>
I'm just so fucking done with people accusing me of blatant bullshit that I didn't do.<br/>
A message to bobpop and some others that have been accusing me without any formal proof: go fuck yourself. I did nothing in the attacks themselves, and in no way am I a pedo.<br/>
Also, to those who are confused, I literally got told off by some people without any formal proof. Literally, bobpop went as far as send me an image of emerald chat and that apparently I'd "type that". I haven't even heard of emerald chat only until recently, let alone make bots to spam shitty messages in emerald chat.<br/>
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I'll be clear with you - the only real thing that I did was hide minimal information about the attack and in no way am I a fucking pedophile. Like, this just makes me laugh at how far people go here.<br/>
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Then I tried adding ginlang to my friends list and erin just told me to go fuck off. What do you fucking know about ginlang? What do you know about me? Just because I hid information I'm getting accused of attacking some stupid server that I was thinking of quitting anyways.<br/>
You don't know about what people I chat with and who I talk to, and you have no right to know that. I have the right to not tell you that. The bullshit you do with getting people in pressure makes me sick.<br/>
Literally, Anti got suspended recently for "giving admin resources" to me, I received no logs in any of that process, in fact, I didn't even have any idea shit was going down until only recently.<br/>
A guy was literally banned by Ryan for calling him fat as a joke. Like, this community is starting to just make me laugh at this point.<br/>
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All in all, I've basically done nothing other than hide information. I can agree, this does make me viable in some capacity, but I think a suspension was enough. But Ryan's ban hammer is fucking unpredictable.<br/>
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I'll give a chance to this community if I can get unbanned. I want to see this shit stop. I'm just done - like, I do what essentially is nothing and yet it's "enough" to get me banned.<br/>
Literally - I can't even fucking talk on the forums, I can't talk ANYWHERE. TotalFreedom more like TotalNonfreedom, i swear to god lmao<br/>
Either Ryan needs to kick his ball game up or there needs to be a new owner in place. I just don't really see how anyone would stay in the community for a long time anymore. But some people just don't mind this toxicity.<br/>
Now don't go saying "oh so you're giving US a chance?" *cough* erin *cough*<br/>
Personally, I don't see how I can't be giving YOU a chance. I can pretty much join anytime I want to, bypassing is as easy as a few clicks nowadays. Bans practically don't do much. But you're losing a player. One player is a small amount. But they can pile up overtime.<br/>
I'm personally not of the type to bypass unless there's a good reason, and if I would bypass, I would be doing it not to abuse, but to actually talk to people and just overall hang out.<br/>
I want to apologize to the ones who felt that what I actually did is unjustified.<br/>
But I really do think a ban isn't justified here. Now you might have noticed the fact that I did bypass earlier today, but I bypassed with my current main. I'll be looking forward to changing back the name, as microsoft stupidity forced me to drop the account, and I no longer have access to the email.<br/>
Now why I bypassed? Just plain and simply - curiosity. I mean, I get accused of doing shit, who else wouldn't want to go and see what the hell is actually going on with the server?<br/>
Again, just to repeat one more single time, I'm not a pedophile and I don't support them. I personally don't appreciate the actions that are happening right now. I do realize that my refusal to not give information is not right, but I won't lie - it was mostly out of peer pressure, from both sides.<br/>
I'm a pretty honest person at heart, and those who actually know me personally will know that.<br/>
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Just in - Luke messaged me basically stating that I "doxxed a child". I in fact, got doxxed myself once, I'd never do that.<br/>
Here's an image:<br/>
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Rant over.<br/>
Also you should stay tuned as there could be changes to this article today as shit might happen.
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Thank you,<br/>
TheRed
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